Tears

Tears roll down her cheeks as the past knocks at the door to her heart.
She hid from it for so long it was only a matter of time before he found her.

Tears roll down her cheeks as she peeks out the door to her heart.
She knew it could be dangerous, but she took the chance.

Tears roll down her cheeks as she realizes who is there.
An old flame that she did nothing but care for in his time of need.

Tears roll down her cheeks as she remembers when.
The day that he told her that he couldn’t be involved.
That he was getting to close. The last day they spoke.

Tears roll down her cheeks as she rejected him.
It pained her to say no to the man that she loved so much.
But it was something she had to do for she had someone else in her heart.

Like a Fairy Tale

Like a fairy tale
I fell so fast
a true Romeo and Juliet story
tapping on my windows at night with sonnets of true love

My very own Prince Charming
riding in a white Honda

Like a fairy tale 
I’m a damsel in distress
waiting for my knight and shinning armor to rescue me

Like a fairy tale
its to good to be true
Chivalry is dead and gone

Waking up from this fairy tale
I’m alone a disappointed

Where did this love story go wrong?

Time And Time Again

Time and time again I wonder.

I find myself wondering thinking if I will always be alone.

Is it because I’m afraid to once again be hurt.

Or is it the fact that I’m afraid to hand over the control.

 

Time and time again I fear.

I fear that maybe it is my destiny to be alone.

That I will always be on the sidelines.

That I was designed to help others find what I cannot.

 

Time and time again I hope

I hope that there will come a time where I am truly in love and not just think that I am.

That when do fall in love that he’ll feel the same.

I hope that I will find some one that will try their hardest to understand my life

 

Time and time I search

I search for the one.

My other half.

The man that will keep the key to my heart save,

The one who will love and hold me when I don’t want to be

 

Time and time again I find

I find myself in the arms of the men that are full of lust and not love.

In the arms of those who can’t be trusted with my secrets.

I find myself falling in love with the same type

The ones who make me feel like I am truly a god.

The ones that betray once they have gotten what they want.

silence

I have a flower in my hand asking it if he loves me or not.
I have asked him the same question, but I get no answer.
The Answer I seek is within his heart, and the answer I assume is in my mind.

I can no longer stand the silence between us.
But every time I speak to him I get no reply.
How long will this silence last; how long can I not talk to him.

Only time and patience will tell.
So I have no choice but to wait.

Homage to MYYY hip

Do you know the muffin man.
I sure do he gave me two great muffins
sweeeeeet chocolate
on both hips
Some call them handles, but where's the teapot
you hold me tight, then let me go
'Cause I'm too hot just so you know

THERE'S A HOLE IN MY SIDEWALK: Autobiography in five short chapters

THERE'S A HOLE IN MY SIDEWALK
By: Portia Nelson

I
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in my sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost...I am helpless.
It takes forever to find a way out.

II
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in this same place.
But it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

III
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in my sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in...it's a habit...but,
my eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault.
I get out immediately.

IV
I walk down the same street.
There is a hole in my sidewalk.
I walk around it.

V
I walk down another street.

Open your eyes... and see

Open your eyes
See the light
Light the world with bright memories
remember those who stand beside you
open your eyes
and look around you
see the beauty of the world
Nature
smell the blooming flowers
hear the whisper of the wind
embrace all that surrounds you
lay on the grass, and open your eyes
look at the sky above
look and wonder
wonder about what lies above the shape shifting clouds
Now... Open your mind
open it to all the possibilities of what could be
without thinking about the how
Just open your eyes