Thursday, December 10, 2009

Red

Red runs
A blast of the past present and future
Never knowing when to stop
Like vains pulsing
Pulsing with love and ambition
Like a fire within a fireplace
With constant fading and rekindling
A never ending cycle - Running Red

White

White
Whispers of wishes wandering
Wants and wonders waiting
Weaving and whirling welcoming the well
Watching for children to give just one
One wonderful whinning coin waiting and wanting to reveal
Reveal a whispered wish
Wondered by a wishful child of young and old

Thursday, November 12, 2009

OZ

The wild wind, takes away the door.
We're not in Kansas anymore.
Oh My God I killed a wish (I didn't mean to)
Ruby slippers on my feet.
Why do I have to take all the heat.
They say a wizard will take me home.
But I don't want to go alone.



Alive



You make me feel alive.
Your laughter brings me peace.
and you touch gives me the feeling of love.
when you are with me i feel like all my pain has been lifted.












Wednesday, November 11, 2009

White is .....

*I wrote this poem in third grade.*


White is as soft as a cloud on a clear sunny day.
White is a marshmellow as sweet as honey.
White is as quiet as a mouse.
White is as bright as a new wall in a house.
White is as cold as new clean snow.
white is a sharp as an arrow.
White is as white as the clouds of heaven.

I Am Robot

I am I robot.
I have been programed.
They tell me what to say, what to think, and what to do.

Unlike you I have no control over my emotions.
THEY DO.
I have no opinions. I know only facts.

People say thing that are cruel.
But I the robot feel nothing.
There are no tears in my eyes because I am made of metal.

Even though you can't see through my titanium shell, I am a real person.
I'm just trapped and alone.

Nothing

What more do you want from me.
I gave you all I have, My peace of mind, my heart and my soul.
i gave you all I have

I am empty now.
i am just skin and bones

So what do i have to live for
NOTHING

so what can i do to get all i gave back
NOTHING

You have all of me, so what else do you want.

I Need You

I need you to notice me, so I can feel alive.
Like I have a purpose and no reason to hide.

I need you to see my joy and my pain
So that my life is easier to explain.

I need you to hold me tight in your arms.
Tight so that I know that you mean no harm.

I need you to hear me loud and clear.
So that you can hear my every dream and fear.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

I Feel It

I feel it too.
Your pain.
Don't give up I'll always be there; through thick and thin
I am the shoulder that you can lean on.
when you to cry, I'll wipe the tears from your eyes.
Don't worry you can trust me.
I'm here now and I'll always be.
Don't give up.Its not a choice.
When your with me you have a voice.

It is me that has no voice and no one to talk to.
Because I am always listening

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Falling apart

I'm falling apart
My heart has been broken
shattered into shards like fragile glass
To small to repair, to sharp to touch
I'm falling apart

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Crying

Why do i cry?
Why, Why Why. does such a foolish thing happen when I talk or think about you.
Why do I cry when I see or here something that reminds me of you.
Why do I cry when someone mentions your name.
Why do i cry?


I know why i cry.
I cry cause I love you, every day of my life
I cry cause I miss how I used to be the most important thing to you like a wife.
I cry cause you say you can no longer love me anymore.
I Cry and I Cry and I Cry and I Cry but I never feel any better.
I know why I cry.


Monday, October 5, 2009

3 times you broke my heart, 2 times I hit restart.
My friends thought that I was crazy, but all I wanted we to be your lady.
My heart is now beyond repair,but its in your eyes I want to stare.
Why did i tell you how much I care, I should have never gone there.
It was me who started this game, I guess I am the one to blame.
For all I've been through and the pain.
I think you know what you are doing to me, when you push ignore when I'm on you caller ID.
All I want to do is here you on the phone, so I can feel like im not alone.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Your Rule

Your rule is fraudulent, fake, bologna.

If you continue to follow it you shall become lonely.

Two times I failed, give me one more chance and I promise I will make this one last.

My love for you will never be lost, so what will one more try cost.... Nothing

because the pain won't come and the loss won't happen.

What else do i have to say to make you understand.

I love you for you and nothing less

And our times together will always be the best.



The love we share

The love we share is energizing and joyful but forbidden all the same.

We care not about what they say and shall rebel until they all understand.
Our love for each other is stronger than stone or cement.

We were meant to be together to share or love forever.

Love is in the air

Love is in the air

The polluted air

Do i dare breathe it in

Inhale, exhale the love and the pain

The air look like death waiting

But it smells so sweet


what's Going On

What's going on between us, are we together or not.
you call me and IM me all the time, but can I trust you with my love, should I let you into my life?
I love you with my heart and I see you in my dreams but am i safe.
I see love clearly in you eyes bit I fear that if we become one they will glaze over.
I fear the worst and but want the best, Am I right to judge you?

Love

LOVE

love can be shady.
love can BOLD.
But even love can get pretty old
But like a magazine you can renew it.
Take it from me cause I've been through it before.
When you think you've had enough you always want more.


Tuesday, April 28, 2009

"How To live life to the fullest and get the best out of life "

I am going to teach you how to get the best out of life.You do not have to do these steps in the exact order in which they are given.The order is just a suggestion

Note: The key to getting the best out of life is being open mind.

step one- Seize each day. Live each day as if it's your last. Leave the past behind and do not anticipate the future. Be present to enjoy the moment.Take up every opportunity that come your way.For example if someone offers you plane flying lessons take them ( whats the worst thing that could happen).

step two - go outside of your comfort zone. Wear what you would never wear if it looks good on you. here is an example if you usual wear pin stripe pants and a button down, wear skinny jeans and a shirt with a catchy phrase on it. Also go to places that you would never go.

step three - Learn to be positive! If you keep moaning about your life, other people will only notice the bad aspects of your character and categorize you as a person who is 'Boring' - or worse! Who wants to spend time with a wet blanket! Go to places where people are positive and support you with positive thoughts.

step four- when you get down in the dumps laugh a little.

step Five -Be sociable. Participating in clubs and sports increases your chances of meeting friends. While you only need 4 or 5 close friends, that doesn't mean you shouldn't try to meet new people.

Step Six- Don't take things for granted

If you do all of these step I can almost guarantee that you will be much happier with your life. Remember that you do not have to do these steps in the order that they are given.
I chose to make a how to for this topic because I think that it is important that people take time out of there hectic lives and live a little, to get out side of their comfort zone and enjoy the world that they are in and all of the opportunities that are in the world.I also think that i wrote this because i need to start doing this with my own life.






Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Three Things that you may not know about me!!!

1. When I was little my cousin Alex tried to kill me.
2. I was Adopted at 6 months.
3. I hate golf

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

When will it be my time?

When will it be my time?
To love, to hope, to truly be loved.
Will it be tomorrow, next month, next year or has it already happened.

Our mistakes are supposed to make us stronger so why do I feel so weak.
The pain in my heart is almost unbearable.

When I see you I get flashbacks of the good and the bad.
Seeing these makes me upset and sad at all the mistakes that ripped us apart.
And made us no longer an item.

At times I find myself dreaming of you, wishing you were with me.
Then I remember that this could never be cause we have both moved on.

So now I am left hoping and wishing for the moment when I can truly be loved again.