Open your eyes... and see

Open your eyes
See the light
Light the world with bright memories
remember those who stand beside you
open your eyes
and look around you
see the beauty of the world
Nature
smell the blooming flowers
hear the whisper of the wind
embrace all that surrounds you
lay on the grass, and open your eyes
look at the sky above
look and wonder
wonder about what lies above the shape shifting clouds
Now... Open your mind
open it to all the possibilities of what could be
without thinking about the how
Just open your eyes

I know where I want to go
But how am I going to get there
Right now I don't care, I've already been there
just so you know.

I just want to be left alone
There is nothing that can change my mind
I'm tired of being left behind
Just to let you know... I think its the best that I go

I need to go, leave me alone
I can't take the pain, and it's driving me insane

leave me alone
I need to get away, I'm going tomorrow if not today
Don't try to stop me because you can't anyway

So just leave me alone

The smile you see is a mask, but I dont know how long it will last
Trying to hide things of my past, but remembering that my scars will always last as I look at my body that show the past.

Send me away, way from my past.
because I can't stand the truth cause its coming so fast

I hear you

I hear you
loud and clear
its kind of hard not to
It doesn't matter how much i scream or how loud my music is
I can still hear you
Your always interupting
My thoughts conversations and..
EXCUSE ME
SHUT UP
now where was i oh yeah.. and music
Always leaving me in lost conversation.
Always repeating,repeating
like a voice recorder, recorder
rewind play, play rewind
I hear you
Loud and clear

Clank Clank

Clank, Splash, Clank
Every morning around the same time, i go for ran unusual community bath with a bunch of Kix.

Silence,Clank,clank,SLience
Up,Down,Up
THe almost never ending playful dunking
Being consumed then spit out again.

Scrap, Scrap, Paulse
The journey has ended
But i continue to slave away, trying to dig a impossible hole.

Slip,Clank
Into the shower line i go
Waiting to be washed like everything else.

Get away
Out of my face
Back away, I need some space
Inhale, exhale
I need to breathe
Breathe away my midnight past
Turn away,break away from the mirror
That reflects only my dark past as I look to it for comfort
I smile to all who walk by, deceiving them all with my happy mask
A mask trying to hide my internal scars, and distracting you from seeing the external
The mask that I wear is cracking from the unbearable pain in my mind, body,heart and soul
And from these cracks bleed the truth
I bleed the things that I have been hiding for so long
The bad and the ugly
The Angry and the sad